“People are just people, they shouldnt make you nervous.” -Regina Spektor
It’s an anxiety attack
An anxiety attack
I’ve got a bad case of the horrors
And at night it comes back
‘Cause first I look back at my week
And then I look back at my year
And then I’m terrified to speak
And then I’m paralyzed with fear
And I’m tossing and I’m turning
And I’m going ‘round the bend
And all I see are all my failings
Downward spirals without end
And I see horror in the future
And I see horror in the past
And it’s 4am and 5am, 6am at last
-Jeffrey Lewis
It really hits her when the goodbyes happen
This life of loss, fights and funerals too
The new people we meet and the new babies
Just don’t affect us the way those things do
She says maybe it’s just that humans aren’t
Equipped to feel improvements
But maybe its just things happen fast and new old friends take time.
-Jeffrey Lewis
“Running is something that we’ve always done well and mostly I can’t even tell what I’m running from” -Amanda Palmer, Runs In The Family
